MsKelly's blog ♥ ;

2010-09-11T02:24:00.011+08:00

I once lose faith in love.

But now everything have changed, because of you.

Thanks baby.

I haven't been blogging since the past 4months. I've deleted most of my previous posts which should have been deleted away long ago.

The past is already over. As what my friends have always told me, not all guys are the same.

I have already learn to let go of the past and just take it as a lesson learnt.

I must have faith in him and our relationship. I'm really glad that i came into RP.

If we were to be in different school/class, i won't to able to get to know him.

Both of us have been together for 1month & 3days now, and still counting on!

I love him, just the way he is.

What i wanted to say is that, thanks baby for everything that you've done for me.

I know that i am not perfect. I am not pretty and as good as other girls out there.

But i'm willingly to change for you.(like what you've told me before)

I am falling deeper and deeper in love with you each day.

I want to be always the first to be there for you whenever you need someone.

Baby, we must have faith in ourselves and never break the contract alright!(only the both of us know!)

I really hope that our relationship will last long and i believe it will. ;)

I love you, WTYC.

(My perfect boyfriend)

2010-05-23T03:24:00.008+08:00

I love Angeline Lim Xiu Yu !

Random post . Met up her just now , but i'm starting to miss her already!

The pictures above is taken last year December . Hehe .
It's almost 4am , but i still can't sleep . Lol . Somebody help me :(

2010-05-10T23:40:00.015+08:00

Pictures of you , pictures of me .

(This is what we do when we are bored)

Taken on weisan.SISTARH's birthday.

I'm back! Time to update .

I've already started school , currently studying Sports and Leisure Management at Republic Polytechnic . Slowly adapting to poly life and RP's PBL system now .

I had a great bunch of new classmates! But we are going to part after 15weeks! ):

After the 15weeks , we will then be in the same class as the people which are from the same course .

Now the class is a mixture of all the students from different courses .

I'm also getting used of the 2hrs journey to RP everyday . Haha .

One thing good about RP is that we do not need to bring textbooks etc . ,

we just have to bring our laptops to school everyday .

Oh yeah , there's UT (so-called exam) this friday!

Time really files .

I've stopped working as outdoor sales promoter now . The three months was over just like that . But I've a lot of fun , learnt new things and gain a lot experiences through the job .

Probably i will be working night shift as sales asst , waiting for confirmation and the duty rooster . Nowadays , things are a bit hectic . It's okay , i will get used to it sooner or later .

Also celebrated Mom's and weisan's birthday last month! Haha .

I still miss my secondary school life and my friends . ):

Service-learning club (Marsiling Supermarket Run - Senior citizens)

Attend the event last week with my friends at marsiling .(Voluntary work)

Me and Yee yong .

Shan and Danial .

Kelly and Yi Jing .

Shan and Danial .(Part2)

Me and Yee yong . (Part2)

Service-learning club members .

Lastly , at the elderly's house .

(We will go back to visit him again!)

Wilson , Yee yong and Me .

'' All they wanted is someone to accompany them and the care and concern from others.''

2010-03-08T20:03:00.012+08:00

Took a day off from work today , went down to Republic polytechnic to pay enrollment fees and purchase a laptop for next month when school starts . There goes my pay , haha .

Sunday

Woke up at 3.30pm in the afternoon and prepare for my guitar lesson . Very tired .

During lesson joey kept on calling me , but i din't pick up .

After my lesson ended , i saw xiuyu , joey and cynthia sitting at the bench waiting for me . Haha . We went to tm foodcourt , ehub and pasir ris beach . We bought food to eat & played swings at pasir ris beach . Around 11.30pm we headed home .

Saturday

Went for work even though it's my birthday , haha .

My guy colleague and me ring the bell five days in a row . Which means we hit 300 dollars sales everyday . Hope for the rest of the coming week we can maintain this standard .

After we ended work , my colleagues had a celebration for me in the office . First , a colleague showed me a magic trick . I was like wow . Then my managers off the lights in the office and took out a birthday cake . It's my favourite , mango cake . So touched . Haha . They also ordered pizza hut delivery & bought presents for me . Packed up everything and we left the office . Waited for bus to aljunied mrt .

I was suppose to meet weisan.SISTARH & the two G at tampines , but i din't expect see them at aljunied mrt . They wanted to give me surprise , so they waited for me there .

At first G told me he was going to be late & sistarh told me she is waiting for us at tampines . Cheat my feelings!

We then headed to cs foodcourt for our dinner . Had a quick dinner & we left .

I don't know why suddenly i can't find sistarh and G's friend .

Left me & G only , then i know they planning something already . G pulled me to tm GV , to check the time for the show . He told me that he need to go home early , can't watch movie .

He said that we go open space area to slack instead .

Saw sistarh and G's friend there , they actually bought a strawberry cake for me and sang a birthday song . Haha . And that G tried to smash the piece of cake on me . Chased him with the cake , but failed to throw at him . He next time won't be so lucky , haha .

Went to the washroom to wash up . G then told us to meet them at GV . I was so surprised .

Know what , they actually already bought the tickets before they came to look for me at aljunied .

After the show , we went home . I was really touched mans . Haha .

Friday

Meet up with xiuyu & joey . Drank & ordered mac delivery . Ate until we are so full , haha . Had fun with the both of them . They also bought presents for me . Made them sing birthday song for me at 12am before joey & me left xiuyu's house . Hehe . Oh ya , xiuyu kissed me! Lol , on the cheek . HAHA . Damn funny . Walked to joey's house and chit-chatted with her before i cabbed home .

Thanks everyone for all the celebrations , surprises and presents!

Love all of you . Hehe .

2010-02-28T14:45:00.016+08:00

As we go on , we remember all the times we had together .

Yesterday , me and my colleague were given a team goal .
But we din't managed to hit the goal . Haha .
It's okay , at least we did try our best . Still got next week ! Must jiayou .
Ended work slightly late yesterday . My colleague offered me a ride to tampines .
Meet weisan.SISTARH there . Ate at foodcourt and trained to simei .
We walked to a playground near HDB flats , sat down there and had our ''talks'' . Haha . Get our drinks at Cheers and headed home .

On friday night , rushed home straight after work . It was G's birthday .
Changed and cabbed down to weisan.SISTARH 's house .
We prepared the things needed & last min went down to buy some other stuff .
Wanted to have a buffet dinner together , but that day we've got not enough time cos G was very busy meeting his friends . Haha .

We meet G and his friend downstairs , ate pizza and drank cocktails .
Walked to a playground nearby . Sang birthday song to G before we started the Flour + Water Bombs fight .
Our main aim was G , but sistarh told me somehow G's friend threw water bombs at her . Haha .
Me and sistarh kept on chasing G to pour the flour on him . We kept on running chasing one another . It's like back to our primary school times . Damn fun .
Then he manage to grab the packet of flour i'm holding and started running .
Cos i don't want to let it go , so in the end i was pulled by him and at the same time running with him . Wth , haha .
We played until the playground was so dirty , due to the water bombs + flour . Laughs .

Went up to sistarh's house to wash up , sistarh accompanied us down to wait for cabs . Asked G and his friend to go off first as they were rushing to meet their friends . Chit-chatted with sistarh before i cabbed home .

Happy Birthday ! (26feb babies)
Joey Tan & Gifferson Pang . (:

Oh ya , i saw wai kin & firdaus at Fish.Co during work ! Haha .

'' Thank you . ''
( Just two words to show so much gratitude . )

2010-02-17T21:21:00.008+08:00

Actions speak louder than words .

Had four days off from work due to Chinese new year .
Today went back to work , but it's only for half day . The other half of the day stayed in the office and gamble (for fun) . Haha .
Around 6pm , meet my family at downtown east's sakura for dinner .
Even though it's just a dinner with my family , i enjoyed the times together .
Daddy going back tomorrow , early in the morning . :(
Gonna miss him a lot .

Tomorrow onwards will be working a full day , as usual . Need to sleep early , so that i won't wake up late for work! I realised that i blog on every 4th and 17th of jan & feb! Haha . I'll blog again when i have the time .
Good night!

Family always comes first .

2010-02-04T09:20:00.013+08:00

live Today to the fullest , Yesterday is gone and Tomorrow may never come .

Finally got the chance to go online today .
I realised that i din't update my blog for almost a month!
I've been busy with work recently .
Not feeling well today , so i took a day off from work .
But when i get back to work tmr , i'll need to chiong my work already .
It's been almost a month since i started working in the company .
Through this job , i've learnt & gain new experiences . My colleagues are very friendly & nice , alw taking good care of me .

Two weeks ago , went to east coast park with my colleagues . We went cycling , rollerblading & ate dinner together to celebrate manager's birthday .
I like this job as i can get to meet many different peoples everyday . I just want to have fun , maintain positive attitude & never give up while working .
I even met my guitar teacher , old neighbour & joey during work! Haha!

I've been skipping lunch most of time .
I only ate my dinner when i got back home from work .
Know what , i have lost 3kg! From 45kg to 42kg . LOL . Maybe i skipped lunch too frequently , nowadays i'm having gastric pain . Haha , laughs .

This Saturday meeting up with weisan.SISTARH and G . But we are still planning where to go . Haha . I miss going out with them! Especially with weisan.SISTARH!

Yes , daddy is coming back very soon! I seriously miss him a lot .
I haven't seen him for almost a year already . Finally , can get to see dad .
A family outing is a must!

Gone but not forgotten , still loved , still important .
Those times we had were enough .

2010-01-17T23:28:00.005+08:00

Sisters love .

As usual , attended guitar lesson today .
Went to look for xiuyu , slack around the playground near her block .
Had a long chat with her . Bused back to tampines interchange around 10plus .
I din't expect to bump into a friend from my guitar lesson on the mrt . But he has already quit for some time , as he's serving NS . He told me that maybe he is going to join back the class . Chit-chatted with him for awhile , then bused back home .

Spent most of my time working nowadays .
Working everyday except for Sunday , one day off per week . :(
Need to walk long distances everyday & carry products everywhere i go .
Haha , but it's fun .
(edited)

Daddy going to come back soon! I feel like taking off on that day to go to the airport and fetch daddy . Miss him a lot . :(
And I MISS WEISAN.SISTARH TOO ! .

I've to wake up early for work tmr .
Off to sleep now !

2010-01-04T23:20:00.007+08:00

Geeks .

Sometimes things don't go smoothly as what we thought it'll be .
I've learnt to be optimistic . It's okay , i'll just keep on trying .
Thinking of them , gave me the courage . No matter where i am , i'm not afraid .
Today was not a very good day for me . Hopefully tmr things will be better .
Need to wake up early tmr! Good night .

Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding .
And that's love .

Sentosa trip .

Last Saturday , went to Sentosa w weisan.SISTARH .
I kept on pestering her to go w me , haha .
We played almost the whole day , from 10.30am to 10pm .
That day was really fun . Other than going to the beach , we went to underwater world & dolphin lagoon .
Oh ya , i love the WaveHouse a lot! I bet sistarh also love it too . Right sis?
I can't wait for our next trip to Sentosa again!

Also met up w sistarh on friday evening . Had our heart-to-heart talks at pasir ris beach . We ranted out all our heart troubles & we felt much better afterwards . It's been so long since we had a long chat together , haha .
And this year will be our 17th anniversary! yay .

2009-12-31T19:29:00.018+08:00

Last day of 2009 .
4 and a half hours more to 2010 !
It's the start of a new year already .
Time really files , one year gone just like that .
Today met up w weisan.SISTARH at bugis after her work .
Then went shopping at bugis street .
This year having countdown w my family & relatives! ^^
Btw , happy new year everyone!

Now i know what i've been looking for in you .
All along it's just a wishful thinking of mine .
That's the way you are , you won't possibly change .
Haha , laughs .

2009-12-26T22:43:00.011+08:00

Today went out w mom , uncle , aunty & baby cousin .
Uncle drove us to tampines , shopped around T1 and tampines mall .
Bought groceries before we headed home .
And i saw joey , xiuyu & cynthia outside uniqlo! Haha .

Yesterday , attended church in the morning .
Went for the Christmas combined service .
Service ended , went to clarke quay for a so-called christmas party .
Stayed there awhile , then i trained back to tampines to meet xiuyu .
Trained to commonwealth . Had aijisen for our dinner at tampines mall & did shopping together!
Laughs , we had a lot things in common . My dear xiuyu , i'm really sorry .
Cause i need to consider about other matters too , like what i've told you . Sorry , i didn't want it to turn out like this either .

Christmas doesn't feel like christmas , as daddy is not here to celebrate with us this year . My relatives will be staying here for a week , so my house will be filled with noises and laughters everyday! yay!

No more hatred , No more feelings , Absolutely nothing .

2009-12-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

One more day to Christmas .

Grandma , uncle , aunty & baby cousin from ipoh are coming to Singapore together w my brother for christmas! I miss my baby cousin! She play w the potty damn cute! Haha .
Dad is too busy w his work , he won't be joining us for christmas this year . :(
Hope things will go smoothly for me tmr .
Need to sleep earlier tonight!

2009-12-17T01:32:00.010+08:00

Lim & Lum .

Continuously went to bugis w xiuyu for two days!
Meet at 11.30am today & shopped until evening .
Not going to blog much . Tmr going out w my three darlings : cynthia , joey & xiuyu! Or shall i say later? Haha .
Need to sleep soon , or i won't be able to wake up early .
I will upload the rest of the photos we took today another time .
Good night!

Too much to upload , won't be uploading all the photos here .

2009-12-16T00:56:00.006+08:00

Accompany xiuyu to bugis today .
Intend not to buy anything ,
but in the end i still bought clothes & accessories for myself . Haha , laughs .
Made xiuyu try a lot clothes today! hehee .
She's really meant to be my shopping partner!
I'm glad that this girl is always there for me throughout this four years .
We shopped until 8.30pm then we trained back to tampines .
Bought groceries from ntuc .
Ate our late dinner & trained back home!
weisan.SISTARH , make sure must meet this sat okay!
Oh ya , i have something for you . Hee . :)

Yesterday ended work w xiuyu at 6.30pm . I wanted blog about us at work , but i'm lazy . Haha . She made me laughed non-stop . Ha .
After work , meet cynthia and chum hao at tampines .
Ate dinner together , went to safra for pool then we headed home .

I dreamt that i failed my 'O's math last night!
Hope it won't happen .

I'll just take it that you've never came into my life .

2009-12-12T09:52:00.004+08:00

Met up w cynthia , joey & xiuyu on thursday!
Headed to Ion orchard!
We shopped for xiuyu's things , ate our dinner & trained back home .

I'm going to work on something today! ;)
Won't be meeting sistarh today , we are meeting next week instead .
bye bye , off to do my stuffs!

2009-12-09T23:31:00.005+08:00

Ended work at 6.30pm today .
It's fun working together w xiuyu . HAHA .
We also kept on bickering w each other during work! Hee .
Yesterday we are so pathetic right xiuyu ? Haha , laughs .
Only she knows what i mean . Ha .
Can't wait to go on a shopping spree when we get our pay!
But still i'll need to leave aside a sum of money for other stuff .

Saw the photos that my dad , mom & grandparents took at china and macau .
What shocked me the most was my daddy .
I asked my elder brother to take a look & he also noticed the difference .
He has lost weight . I'm sure it's because of his work .
Grandma told me that my dad feels very stress and tired .
I feel so useless that i couldn't help him .
But i'm sure daddy knows that we will always be there to support him ,
as what i've told him the other time .

Meeting my dearest weisan.SISTARH this friday & saturday!
Miss her a lot !

I don't know why , but my heart tells me so .

2009-12-08T00:13:00.006+08:00

I love her , for who she is .

Today went to Escape Theme Park w xiuyu , joey , cynthia & her brother!
But jeanette can't make it . :(
It's been so long since we went to escape theme park already . Haha .
Had a lot fun today!

Suppose to be sleeping now ,
but i can't fall asleep . Ha .
Xiuyu & me did not need to work today , as the person is on leave .
We've to go back to work tmr!
Need to force myself to sleep now , or else i won't be able to wake up on time! :)

Finally mom & grandparents coming back!
They will be arriving in singapore in a few hours more .
Get to see them in the morning!

Somehow you kept on appearing in my mind .

2009-12-03T22:25:00.007+08:00

Watched 2012 today at century square w brothers & cousins!
It's worth it to watch 2012 mans .
Perhaps if the world ends , it would be the same in the show right? Haha .
Going back to work tmr ,
need to sleep early tonight!
Good night!

Fairytales don't exist .

2009-12-03T00:06:00.010+08:00

Always united as one .
(Taken last month at changi airport)

Started work today w xiuyu! Everything's okay .
And the air-con there super cold!
We don't have to work on thursday , but we will need to go back to work on friday! Ha .
Xiuyu , we must remember ' slower ' ah! (*winks) Haha .
Ended work at 7pm , then we headed to city hall & ate yoshinoya .
After our dinner , we trained back home!

Aunty & cousins going back ipoh on friday morning . :(
Next week mom & grandparents coming back! yay .
Grandpa & grandma will be staying here until Christmas is over!
Dad will join us for Christmas too!

All this while you are just lying to me .

2009-12-01T22:58:00.021+08:00

Today trained to chinese garden w elder brother & cousins .
Went to jurong east swimming complex ,
but i can't swim today . ;(
Met up w weisan.SISTARH on monday for our kbox session .
Thanks sis , for the presents you bought for me from overseas !
I love it a lot . :)

Mom & grandparents are overseas .
My aunty & cousins from ipoh are here ,
but they are leaving soon . :(
I miss daddy & mummy .

Finally , starting work w xiuyu tmr !
Need to sleep early today , meeting my dear xiuyu for breakfast tmr ! :)

Deceived by your lies over and over again . I'm sick of it .
How can i ever trust you again?

2009-11-18T15:16:00.011+08:00

Picture of joey & me a year ago .

Yesterday

Cabbed down to tampines neighbourhood police centre . Did some stuffs .
At first we thought the 'who' is someone . They're 95% alike , plus the location is very similar okay . HAHA . Laughs *(inside joke)
And the phone calls , the policeman slang and said '' sorryyy ahh , wrong number .'' super funny mans . In the end , the policemen also laughed together w us .
Then we trained to bugis again , we went there for shopping of course .
We shopped until we're broke and we trained back home .

Weisan.SISTARH is coming back from her hols tmr ! I really miss her a lot mans . :'( Sis , there's a hello kitty exhibition at the singapore expo hall 1 now ! I'm sure you will like it , so faster come back ! And i'm starting work next week but i do not need to work on weekends . Means the both of us can meet on sat,sun & go to the places we wanted to go ! Haha .
Ai ni ! . :)

Monday

Xiuyu , joey & me headed to wing tai industrial centre near kovan mrt at 12pm .
Fill up application form and waited for them to call us in for interview . Don't think it's successful , cause i have no working experiences for sales asst . Ha .
After interview we bussed back to tampines .
Collect xiuyu's dress and trained to bugis & city hall to look for her heels + accessories .
We also keep on complaining that we were very tired . Haha .
But something unpleasant happened , i'm not going to blog about it here .
Cheer up okay ! . :)

Sunday

Meet up w xiuyu & joey at intermac . Then we shopped around to look for xiuyu's dress for her cousin's wedding . Around 4plus meet cynthia , trained to kallang together . Cabbed down to the camp site . We went there for the campfire , but we have uniqlo interview the next morning so we couldn't stay overnight there .
Had a lot fun during the campfire ! Why must it end so fast . :'(
Wanted to go for camp , but last min something crop up .
Will miss all of them in girls' brigade . :)

2009-11-12T15:17:00.021+08:00

Dedication for my dearest sister , MSminnie .♥

Thanks for the dedications on your blog ! Yes sis , my si 'O'levels has finally ended ! Haha . This sistarh of mine is always there for me throughout all these years without fail . How can i live without her ? Ha . Sis , i still remembered what you told me the other night . Thanks a lot , you know what i mean . :) Must remember all our outings ah ! , the places that we planned to go together ! Oh ya , my singapore flyer ! You last time promised me one ah , cannot run away ! Luckily i haven't forget yet ! HAHAHA . You going overseas on sat , i'm going to miss you a lot for sure . :( Come back first thing must contact me uh ! hee . So fast we're graduated from secondary school already . Right ,sis ? Haha . One day of these days ,i'm going to post up our pri sch class photo ! Hehe . You're standing right beside me in the photo . :) Meet up soon okay ! I miss you a lot a lot , you know ! Haha .

Love you , sis ! . ^^

2009-11-12T14:45:00.013+08:00

SEXYBACK 4G . ♥

Oh finally 'O' levels end already ! .
It's the end of secondary school life . :)
But still i will miss my classmates . :(

I've learnt a lot during the four years .
i also gain experiences from camps & overseas trip .
And of course i have learnt my lessons for trusting someone .

I'm worried for my results ,
but there's nothing i can do . Ha .
Now it's holiday , can enjoy ! HAHA . ^^

Currently looking for jobs .
Yesterday went for interview w xiuyu and manman .
Hope interview was successful . :)
Nothing much to blog .
BYE .

2009-10-05T17:21:00.010+08:00

16 more days left .

Had school today as usual .
We will have to attend school for 11more days then we can stay at home to study , until the o-levels exam .

Teachers kept on telling us not to give up and to work double hard for this last two weeks before o-levels .
And what they said do make sense .
We must really put in all our effort to study for this LAST two weeks .

I know my standard , i can't make it into Tourism course .
I regretted that i didn't study well and listen during lessons in the past .
But it's too late saying all this now .
At this point , the more i shouldn't give up .
I will give my very best for the exams ,
so that i won't regret next year when we get back the results .
Hopefully miracle can happen ,
so that i can get into Tourism . :'/
Friends , lets chiong all the way until our O's ! .

Jiayou for those taking N's and O's ! .
Good luck for your exam .

Will be back after 11 Nov !

2009-09-28T00:12:00.016+08:00

Troubles , gone .

Attended guitar lesson today , as usual .
They joined classes again , now th whole class is full .
Today's lesson was very funny ,
everyone laughed a lot about what our teacher had said . Haha .

Meet up w my dearest sis after my lesson . :)
Went to pizza hut for our dinner .
We've something in common ,
both of us love pepperoni pizza and w a lot a lot of cheese on it . Hee .
After dinner we did some window-shopping ,
then we headed to sunplaza park .
We played swings tgther .
Thanks sis for accompanying me to play swing . :)
I don't know why whenever i play swing ,
all my troubles will be gone .
And that's the reason why i love playing swing . Ha .
Around 9.30pm , we went home .

Sis , i very xian mu ni . You don't need go back sch tmr , so good .
Don't think of other things ah , must concentrate on your studies .
Jiayou for your exams okay !
Love you .

Having bad headaches this few days .
So i keep on sleeping for almost the whole day ,
and i did not touch my study materials mans . :(

I've gotten over it .
Gonna MIA . Bye .

2009-09-22T22:55:00.023+08:00

The truth just struck me .
you're such a big liar .
I can no longer trust you .
Isn't i stupid , to just realize it now .
Laughs , everything are meaningless to me now .
Every single word you said in the past were all not true .
And those excuses ..
I'm gonna throw away everything that makes me remind of you .
Yes you're much more mature , you don't need a xmm like me anyway .
What am i to you all this years mans ?.

FUCKING HATE YOU .
Perhaps i was right after all .

Tiong xim your head la .

JLG , i need to talk to you .

Sis , i miss you a lot . :'(
MIA-ING .

2009-09-20T00:11:00.017+08:00

Long lasting sisters-ship .
Photo taken 3months ago .

Just reached home .
Went out w weisan.SISTARH and G today . :)
Will be meeting them to study tmr also .

My cousins from malaysia came already ! .
So long never saw them liao . :)

A lot things have changed ,
it is not how it used to be .
But i seriously do miss the past .

We can't change anything that is happening ,
the only thing we can do is to accept the reality .

The world is cruel .
Just look at the bright side ,
and tomorrow will always be a better day .

As time goes by ,
peoples and the things around you will change .
And we must learn to treasure our loved ones .

As for now , I don't wish to think of other things .
i just want to concentrate on my studies .

Whenever i think of you ,
i will just hate you even more .
I know in your heart ,
i'm just a xmm to stead w for fun .
You and your words cannot be trusted .
Love is all rubbish .

2009-09-17T21:28:00.019+08:00

Today went back to sch for lessons .
Got back some of our prelims papers ,
and i was right i did badly for my prelims .
I need to study harder ,
just 1 more month to start of o-levels already .
Means there's lesser time for me to study . :(

Went home straight after sch .
Bathe and went out again .
My elder bro and me take turns to sit on th wheelchair and pushed each other up th slope to Bus5 bus stop .
It may seems kinda stupid , but it is fun okay ! Haha .
Passer-by kept on looking at us ,
like as if we're crazy . LOL ,haha . :')
Cabbed to th budget terminal ,
waiting for my mom and little bro to arrive .

During th 1hr waiting for them to arrive ,
we crapped a lot and talked about th usual stuffs .
It was like almost 2weeks plus never saw them already . Haha , i kind of miss them somehow .
My little bro is so strong ! He looked as cheerful as he was before . :)
But he'll need to move about in a wheelchair as he couldn't walk properly yet .
He will still be attending sch ,
and mom will be accompanying him . :)

Cabbed home after that .
Then , my elder bro and me went out to buy our dinner and some groceries at eastpoint mall .
After that we headed home .

God , please don't take away my close ones .
I don't want to lose any of them .
Please let miracles happen alright .
He used to be v healthy and would joke around w us .
And yes , i'm sure miracles do happen and he will be fine .

No more playing ,
need to study hard now ! :)

Why must you treat him like that ?
He is very hurt already .
I don't like th way you treat him ,
what do you take him for ?
And who do you think you are ?
I seriously don't think you deserve him mans .
I say all this because i care .

Meeting weisan.SISTARH and G to study tmr ! .

2009-09-16T03:58:00.018+08:00

I slept the whole afternoon ,
now i can't sleep . Haha .
I'm suppose to meet my friends yesterday at 3pm ,
but i overslept . Hee .
Sorry that i overslept . ;)

I woke up about 5plus , when they called my house's phone .
My handphone was on silent mode ,
so i din't know that they called . Haha .

Around 7plus , headed towards tampines inter .
Amanda , cynthia , joey , jiayi and xiuyu waited for me near th mrt station .
Then , amanda and jiayi went home .
Whereas , me and joey went for our emath tuition .

Cynthia and xiuyu came to find us after our tuition .
Slack around xiuyu's house downstairs at th playground .
11plus , me and cynthia took bus293 .
I alighted at tampines inter and trained to pasir ris ,
cause th last train towards joo koon left already .
When i reached pasir ris inter ,
then i realised that there's no more last bus . :(
So in the end , i had to cabbed back home from pasir ris .
Luckily , i still had some cash w me to cab home . Haha .

Mom and little bro coming back on thurs !
Elder bro and me are going to th airport ,
around evening to fetch them back . :)

Finally prelims over already ,
next is o-levels . :(
Need to study even harder .
And i feel that i did very badly for my prelims .

All those , is no longer important to me anymore .
I regretted falling in love w you .

Girls , visit this online shop .
The clothes are super nice ! .

Miss Fashion Online Shop

2009-09-10T11:40:00.032+08:00

Lovely sky .

I've reached home !
Went to the reservoir near bishan mrt there for fishing , last night .
I was told that 2 of his friends are coming .
Bro and me meet his friend at the bishan mrt ,
then we waited for the other friend's father to fetch us there .

Found a spot and we started fishing from 10.30pm to 7am in the morning .
A fish ate the bait and ran away before we even caught it ! :(
While trying to catch more fishes using the net , the fishing net was stuck .
They threw the string of the net over the tree branch to pull up the net .
And they manage to save the net of course . Haha .
My bro was too tired and he fell asleep beside me . Ha . Left me and his friends are awake .
His friends are so humorous + friendly mans . Haha .

Around 7plus we walked to MacDonald to have our breakfast ,
and we went home separate ways .
Bro and me took bus969 to tampines inter ,
bought groceries from NTUC before we headed home .
We had a long time choosing what to buy .
In the end , we bought the food needed to cook for steamboat ! (:

Mom and little bro will be staying at ipoh for a longer time . ;(
My bro need to remove the stitches there .
He will be missing 2 weeks of sch when sch reopens ,
as he needs to rest after the operation .
Didi , faster recover uh .
Hope they will come back soon !

Haha , i realised that me and my bro wore the same black polo tee last night . (:

Photos . (:

My dearest brother and jason .

Showing off their boxers ! Haha .
( i blurred the pic for privacy purpose (: )

tug o war ? Haha .
If they fall backwards , i will laugh ! Hee .

Please , don't talk as if you know me very well .
i don't even understand you a single bit .
And i've no idea what you're thinking .
yes , others were right .

To MSminnie ( My dearest sister , weisan ) :
Sistarh , don't worry i'm always here for you . (: Don't be upset over him okay ? Cheer up , my dear sis ! Yeah , although sometimes we may recall of the past but you must always remember he's just your past . You don't need a guy who doesn't treasure you . The way he treat you , what for still think of him ? It's totally not worth it mans . You deserve a better guy than him alright . Concentrate on your coming N-level , sis ! All this takes time to forget , and i'm sure you can . ;) Think of me instead okay ! Haha . I'm more better than him , so think more of me uh ! Hee . Come i give you a BIG hug ! Hug until your bones break ! Hahaha . Bu yao sad liao ! Must smile big big like this :-D . And i can't wait to see you on Sat ! .

I love you , sister !

2009-09-09T01:21:00.007+08:00

Me and xiuyu .

Meet up w xiuyu today .
Actually , we intend to go to city hall but in the end we walk around tampines instead .
We bought the things we needed and we headed to pizza hut to have our so-called dinner . Ate until we're so full mans . Haha .
Know what , when we're going to cam-whore tgther my camera battery went flat cause i didn't charge it before i went out . Then , xiuyu used her iphone to cam-whore . Not long later , her iphone battery went flat also ! Laughs . ;)
But we still manage to take 21pics tgther . Haha .
Went to cs arcade to play and did window-shopping before we headed home ! .
Haha , and we also bought the same nail polish ! Hee . (:

Need to have a good sleep tmr afternoon .
Going fishing w bro and his friends tmr night ,
then we will ton there .

Photos . (:

2009-09-07T18:10:00.012+08:00

Focus .

I'm back to blog again . Haha .
Mom just texted me earlier this afternoon ,
she said that little bro came out from the operation room already .
But he is still asleep , haven't wake up yet .
He went in the the operation room since 7am in the morning .
Thanks god , that he's fine now and that the operation is successful .
Mom must be very worried just now , while waiting for him to come out .
DIdi , faster wake up uh . Don't sleep so long okay ! I'll be very worried .
i know it's painful , must tahan alright . :)

Last time i promised you that i will bring you out , go shopping tgther right .
You must faster recover , then once my 0-levels end i bring you go out play okay .
Don't say i break promise ah . Haha .

Daddy called me just now , saying he will be coming back soon .
Haha , yes ! He's coming back ! :-D

Going back to school for art lesson tmr .
Have to sleep early tonight , or else i won't be able to wake up on time .
Haha .

Off to study now ,
bye .

2009-09-07T01:04:00.033+08:00

Life is C-O-L-O-U-R-F-U-L .

Yo , peoples .
I'm suppose to be sleeping now .
But , i can't fall asleep . Cause i slept almost 8hrs in the afternoon .
Laughs . I'm sleeping in my bro's room w my brother .
He is sleeping , whereas i'm still awake using the computer . Haha .
Mom just called from ipoh just now .
She said that my little bro is going to have an operation tmr at the hospital ,
to remove the bone that is growing inside his bone .
Then , he will have to stay at the hospital for 2-3 nights there .
But my mom will accompany him of course .
On the phone , I told him the operation very fast end one , don't scared and cannot cry tmr .
He keep on saying he won't . Haha .
Hope everything will go smoothly for him ! :)
Must be strong uh .

Didi , sorry korkor and me are not there w you . ;(
Faster recover okay ! Love you .
Haha . You got read my blog right ?
Don't puke when you see this ah . Hahaha .

Need to study hard .
I can do it . (self-encouragement) Haha , laughs .

To MSminnie ( My dearest sister , weisan ) :
I just read your blog . :) You're welcome ! Haha . No need to thank me , silly sis ! Yeah , you're alw there for me without fail during all these years too . And thanks for alw tolerating w me for talking about someone . Haha . Of course , i can feel your love for me ! Hahaha . I mean as in sisters' love of course ! Yes , let's work hard for our national exams for just this few months ! Then we will go real crazy after our exams , haha ! I am sure we will be busy planning where to go . Ha .
Yeah , i know who the person is . It's very obvious , haha . But i still miss the times when we're playing pool tgther . Both of you are so funny that i laughed until i fell onto the floor mans . Why must time pass so fast ? Right , sister ? ;( Haha . And jiayou for your N-level papers this week !

Love you ,
more than a thousand times .

2009-09-06T10:59:00.004+08:00

Black , White Flim .

Hellohello , i just reached home not long ago . Haha .
Went out w weisan.SISTARH yesterday .
Ard 10plus i went home bathe and waited for my bro to come back .
Then , he brought me to his friend's chalet to ton .
Cause he knows that i'm scared of staying at home alone at night . Ha .
Thanks for so taking care of me during th chalet , bro .
Lols , his friends are also very friendly . :)

Hope mom & little bro will be back from ipoh soon .
And yes , finally everything's back to normal again . Haha .

I feel like going shopping mans ! .

2009-09-01T17:10:00.010+08:00

I'm back finally . Haha .

Currently at weisan.SISTARH 's house using computer .
Haha . Finally , i can get to see her again !
And i will be having tuition later . :)

I almost had a heart attack yesterday when my bro called me .
Then i immediately rush to the hospital to see my mom .
Friends , sorry i had to leave halfway .
Luckily , she's fine now .
These few days have to stay at home and take care of her .
My uncle was also admitted to the hospital yesterday ,
hope he will recover soon .
Sorry dad , that i misunderstand you .
Hopefully , he can pass his interview this weds .

Daddy ,
Faster come back alright .

Omg , O-levels coming ! StudyStudyStudy .

Read this :
Hehee , sis is just beside me now !
Haha . I want to tell her that i love her a lot !
Sis , don't sad alright .
I am sure your grandma will be fine . Cheer up !
eh , must remember you still got me okay !
She's doing her hwks beside me now . hee .
And sorry to trouble you , sis . haha .
I miss the shaker fries and the air-con there .
you know what i meant right ? Haha , of course you know !
When things get better , lets go back there to study again !
Okay , enough of my craps . Haha .
I'm going down to buy some groceries then i will come up again .

Ai si ni ! . :)

2009-08-21T15:46:00.006+08:00

National day '09

Lazy to blog . HAHA .

Had a great time w them . :)

i've upload th rest of th pics on facebook ,peoples .

i miss th fun mans .

2009-08-21T13:18:00.010+08:00

Hellohello .

It's been so long since i went online already . Haha .
Prelims next week ! Need to study hard mans .
O-levels is coming soon . :(

StudyStudyStudy .

I just want th both of you to be proud of me .
& i will definately try my very best .

That's th only thing i can do now .

Dad , we'll alw be here for you .

& take care of your health alright .

Love you , super daddy .

Will be meeting weisan.SISTARH to study tgther tmr .

can't wait to see her mans ,

i miss her a lot . :(

bye .

2009-08-03T17:03:00.011+08:00

Ms.Kelly

I'm now in school using computer ,haha !

Last sat and sun ,

was fun going out w weisan.SISTARH . :)

We went to pasir ris mac to study for both days !

Good right ? Haha .

sis ,i went to your facebook

& save the pictures we took last sat from there !

HEE ! But i din't upload all ,cause it will take a long time to upload .Haha :)

Ms.Minnie

I simply love this sistarh of mine !

aww ,it doesn't matter that we are from different class .

We can still get to meet up w each other ! Haha .

We've been in different class for four years ,

but we're still as close as before right ? :)

I'm glad that i found such a great sistarh like you ! :)

We must study hard now ,left only ard 1-2months to our exams !

After that ,

we can have a lot a lot fun tgther ! Hoho !

I can't wait for the exams to be over mans . :)

Let's go crazy after our N and O -levels ! HAHA .

Sis , thnks for alw being there for me all the time .

I love you !

We shall go out and study more often tgther .

Won't be using comp so often .

You've shattered the perfect image and the memories i have of you .

Those times we're tgther ,were just nothing .

i can only blame myself for being so stupid .

2009-08-01T17:05:00.003+08:00

Yo peoples ,

i'm now at weisan's house using computer .

i need to find artist reference for my coursework .

My internet got problems so i can't use th computer .

So sad ,haha . :)

Won't be using computer often ,

exams are coming ! :(

Laughs ,

now i know what i meant to you all this years .

I regretted to stead w you & i meant it .

Those fucking memories ,i don't wish to remember .

Ohya ,sorry i'm not worthy of your love

& so wei qu ni to stead w me this kind of xiao meimei UH .

My mom thought i've gone crazy ,

but thanks to her i'm now fine .

Thanks mom & elder bro

,i love youuu ! HEE :)

Nonsenses ,craps .

don't say it if you don't meant it .

2009-07-19T09:44:00.031+08:00

Ms.Kelly & Ms.Minnie .

Yay ,finally meet w weisan.SISTARH yesterday !
we watched the movie : Obsessed ,at TM's GV .

i saw the movie trailer and told sis to watch the show .
damn nice ,must watch !
While watching the movie ,i was very ' ji dong ' . lols .
we were very noisy in the theatre ,haha .
Both of us don't like that bitch in the show ..eeew !
She seduced the married man in the show . She's worse than a prostitute la .
Go watch ,and you will know what i meant .
After the movie ended ,i told sis we have to learn fighting to protect ourselves .
Haha ! laughs .

Then we headed to T1 for window-shopping ,
trained to simei .
sistarh bought things for her hamster at pet safari ,
and we went up to the highest floor to camwhore . haha .

Until ard 9.30pm ..sis trained back to tampines ,
and i bussed back home !
we went home early yesterday ,wow !
My mom called me yesterday ,
and she was surprised that i'm on my way home .
she thought sis and me will go out until very late again . haha .
It was another fun day going out w sistarh ! :)

Thnks sis ,
for th handphone pouch & th rose pen . :)

Reached home , first thing i did is bathe .
Actually i was just resting on my bed , but i fell asleep . haha .
So in the end i din't do my hwks . hee .

Pictures of you , pictures of me .

( all the pictures are not edited . )

I'm so short ..

but my sistarh is tall .haha .

We will alw be there for each other .

omg ,i wanna pinch her chubby cheeks ! haha .

we spent our childhood tgther .

somemore we're once neighbours .

we've been through a lot tgther all this years .

Yeah ,we're also mistaken as real blooded sisters in the past .haha .

she's the one who understands me the most .

And i'm glad to have such a good sistarh like her .

Lastly , i love you sis ! :)

Thanks sistarh , i will try my best to forget .

I can no longer trust guys ,
except for my daddy and my two dearest brothers .
Now ,i'm not going to be that soft-hearted anymore .

If you think that i've changed ,
you're wrong .
It's you whom have changed not me .

2009-07-17T19:27:00.023+08:00

I'm back from my math tuition !
Amanda ,i saw your blog alr .Thanks a lot ,dear . :)

I really want to thank SOMEONE .
if not for that person ,i don't think i can still continue on ..
i'm very grateful towards him .I will definitely find a job after my o-levels and repay him back . I don't know how to say ,but very thankyou for what you did . Maybe it's a little act of kindness ,but it had a very great impact on me . Thanks .

Daddy ,come back quick alright ?
We really need you a lot and we miss you .

; Please stop all this .
i really need a break .

2009-07-12T12:22:00.008+08:00

Yesterday meet up with weisan.SISTARH & G .
We trained to simei ,bought groceries and headed to my house .

we had our pool matches .
Actually i can only book for 1hr ,but i went to book for 2hrs . hee . ;)
In th end ,th security found out then she told me '' next time cannot like that ah '' . Haha .
We played pool for two hours .
it was damn fun ,should play again tgther . :)

around 8plus ,G and me accompanied sistarh to th 29 bus stop to wait for her bus .
As it was raining ,G used sistarh's umbrella .
then sistarh and me shared a umbrella tgther .
All of us are crapping as we walked all th way down mariam way to th bus stop . Somemore like that walk can jian fei ,haha . :)

After sistarh went up th bus ,
G and me chit-chatted on our way up to th mariam way to Bus2 bus stop .
we had to share a umbrella ,as th rain was getting bigger .
it's just so fun playing pool w them . haha .

Okay ,i admit i'm an idiot .
know what ,i actually gave G th wrong direction . Haha .
so he had to take bus2 at changi inter back to bedok .
i'm really sorry .
anw G ,thnks a lot for accompany me yesterday .

Maybe we're meeting this friday again .
Tmr is Monday ,need to go sch alr . ): haha .
won't be blogging so often ! :)

Thanks yiliang . :)

2009-07-06T19:06:00.012+08:00

My darlings came to my house today !
And it's Youth day ! :)
we meet 10am at simei bus stop and headed to my house .
played billiard tgther .
Changed into our swimming costumes when th rain stopped .Haha ,that's the funniest part . :D
We threw two 5cents coins and dived to find th coins .haha .
In the end we searched the whole pool ,but we couldn't find one of the coins .
When it started to rain again ,
we came up and went to bathe .

Watched tv ,
and went to th esso to buy cup noodles ,drinks .
Then ,see hian came .
Amanda went home after eating th noodles .
Me and cynthia did our physics hwks before she left w see hian .

Had a great time w you all today ! :)

ohh ,there's sch tmr ! :(
hope i won't overslept .

Yesterday

Sistarh & G came to find me after my guitar lesson .
Finally we get to meet tgther ,so long din't meet alr .

Went to cs food court to have our dinner ,
but only i din't ate .hee .
Then we headed to cs arcade ,
played th mario ones .
When capturing th face ,
i purposely pressed th button before they did !
Their face are so damn funny ! muhahaha !
next round G took his revenge and did th same thing i did . -.-
Haha .i bet that sistarh won ,& she really won G ! hoho .
but i lost to her .Haha . ;)

After finishing playing th arcade ,
we went to Tampines Safra ! while walking there ,one of my slippers's sole came apart . :(
then i walked barefooted all th way to safra .hee .

We chit-chatted & waited ard 1hr for th pool table .Haha .
Played about 4-6rounds .Both of them are so funny .
And we kept on laughing non-stop !
Reached home ard 11.50pm .
Last night ,i really had a lot a lot fun w them !
Know what ,
i feel like i'm going out w my Big brother and sister yesterday .
Cause i'm way too short compare to them .laughs .
And they keep on saying i'm short .Haha .
i told them they are like my papa and mama as they are taller ,
and they scolded me . lols .
All of us are going to meet this sat again . :)
Yay .They're coming over to my house !

Go look at my sistarh's blog ,
she has blog everything that we did yesterday .Haha .
yeah ,last night was damn fun ! :)

2009-07-04T09:29:00.020+08:00

I'M A GOOD STUDENT ,
known as MsKelly . ;)
{i'm wearing weisan.SISTARH's specs ,haha !}

Yesterday went out w sistarh .
sis ,i had a great time w you ! :)
We meet at 6pm ,ate Ajisen .
& thanks sistarh for treating me !
next time it's my turn to treat you back . :)
went to Cotton On and hdb void-deck .haha .

i saw cynthia and joey on th way to inter .
also saw huimei and vanessa at tm . ;D
hmm G got something on ytd ,so he can't meet us .
haha ,it's a good thing he cannot come .
cause he alw argue w me ! lols . -.-
ever since th three of us got stead ,
we've stop meeting tgther alr .haha .

Anw ,single also good what .
can do what you like &
don't have to worry or care so much .haha .
I have a wonderful family & a bunch of adorable friends ,
that's enough alr .i don't ask for more . :)

I've taken my MT O-level oral ytd ,
i think i did badly . :(
No point talking about it ,it's alr over .
now i will have to concentrate on other subjs ,
especially my MATH . Hee .

Can't wait for amanda and cynthia to come my house this mon !
we are going swimming ! hohoho !
but joey can't make it cause she needs to go her ahma house ..
nvm ,after 0-levels we still have a lot time to go out tgther right ? haha .

Need to study now ,
bye !

GO ,Kelly Lum !
i can do it ! HAHAHA :D

sis , i've upload th pics !
i saw th dedication column in your blog ,
that's so sweet .haha .

look at that pic of her ,cute right ? Haha .
there are more photos ,
but it's in her camera . ;)

Loveyou ,sistarh !

2009-06-29T17:37:00.015+08:00

'' It's the journey that counts ,not the ending .''

Start school today .

Teachers brief us about th H1N1 ,
then lessons per normal .

Omg ,physics have to complete 10prelims papers !
going to chiong physics today ..haha .

Having O-level MT oral this thurs ,fri .
hope i will do well . :)

i want to pass my math . :(

Won't be blogging so often !
i'll blog when i have th time .

i rather miss you ,than to be w you .

2009-06-25T18:10:00.007+08:00

Stay-ed at home for the whole day .
slept until very late today .

There's something i want to blog today ..

My mom & brother just came back from th hospital .
The moment she came back ,
she keep on complaining about th doctor .

just now at th hospital ,
she almost quarreled w an indian doctor .
That indian doctor don't even know how to see th x-ray .

keep on saying is th leg's bone crack .
then he prescribed a medicine just to stop the pain .
but please la my bro don't even feel pain ,
unless someone go and touch it .

My mom told him that my bro is allergy to a kind of drug ,
that is used in the medicine .

The indian doctor don't know what to do .
Then hor he told my mom ,
if there is any effect after taking the medicine must quickly sent him back to the hospital .
Somemore he insists my mom to sign a paper saying that if anything happen to my bro's leg ,he will not be responsible . Still say what my bro will die after taking the medicine .is like what the?!

Just because he's scared that if anything happen ,
he will lose his license/job .
I din't know such DOCTORS exist mans !
My mom just signed it then told him that she wants to see his boss ,a chinese doctor .
The chinese doctor came in ,
& told my mother i different thing .
he said that there is a tumour in the bone .
And have to go for a operation to remove the tumour .
if the operation was to drag any longer ,the tumour will grow bigger .
Both the doctors said different things la ,lols .
what is this ?!

So my mom ,don't trust the doctors .
she's going to bring my bro to see another doctor from other hospital ,
to confirm if it is a crack or tumour .
crack and tumour ,difference v big la .
he has been seeing specialist since last year .
yet ,those doctors all say different things some even say this case v special they never see before .
Laughs ,what kind of rubbish is this ?

Now there's still no news from my dad about his interview .
And we're moving house ,
now still looking for flats .
plus my bro's medical expenses ..
i don't know how we can cope .

Please don't continue like this .

2009-06-24T17:38:00.004+08:00

Enrollment rehearsal

Only me and cynthia went today . :/
did drill .
next full rehearsal this sat ,
then actual day on sunday .

after gb ,
cynthia & me meet joey at tampines inter .
ate our lunch .
accompany joey to return her sis's books at library ,
then i left and went home first .

school going to start soon ,
but i haven't finished my hols hwks . ;)
when sch reopens ,
we will be like 3/4 of th day in school everyday . :(
no time for fun anymore .
only time for studies ,
anw left 3months plus soooo have to study hard . :)

byebye .

ohh ,i feel like jam-ing . ;)

2009-06-21T19:04:00.009+08:00

Sometimes things are just beyond our control .
guess i will have to face the reality .

My grandpa ,grandma and godbrother came last week ! :)

Thnks a lot ,godbrother for accompany me to th hospital for my jab .
& for your advices yeah . i feel much better after telling you .
I know what to do now . :)

i'm back home from my guitar lesson today .
just now when th lesson going to end , th teacher said ''we will end here for today . '' ,
the whole room suddenly blackout ! Haha .
it's th second time alr ,cause they thought no one in th studio .lols . ;)
i like th class ,i don't want to quit . :(

hmm ,& thanks G for listening to my craps last night ..
although ,he din't know i'm blogging about him .Haha .

i really need help in my math ..

2009-06-17T16:09:00.023+08:00

(edited)
Yesterday night was the worse night i ever had .
reached home ard 11.30pm .
did something for my dad before his 6am flight and placed it on his luggage ,
i hope he 'll like it .
And hope you'll bring it w you to China ..
dad , jiayou for your interview .
today i slept all th way until 4pm ,im really tired ..

i HATE the ECONOMIC DOWNFALL ,
the SOCIETY ,
& REALITY .

Oh fuck ,why must everything happen in th june hols ?!
i really don't know what to do next .
i'm grateful but at th same time i feel that you're taking pity on me .
all of you are so sarcastic .

Please i don't need anyone's sympathy .THANKS .

After last night ,i know i can trust no one except for myself .
thanks sistarh ,that you answered my call yesterday or i don't know what i'll do .

i don't know if you will see this ,but i'm sorry .
i just automatically dial your number .i don't know why i'll call you yesterday .Maybe i am used to telling you everything ,sorry i will change .i should not keep on relying on you .i'm really sorry .

It's time for me to grow up and stop being like a small kid .
i cannot rely on anyone else anymore .i got to pick myself up and move on .
i will have to do something about this .

i know i'm not th only one ,
there might be others going through this too .
but i just can't help to feel this way .

nobody will understand th pain i'm going through now ,
cause they're not me .

perhaps ,miracles do happen .

i'm not going to be what i used to be .
thanks to this cruel society and reality ..
both of you please change ..

2009-06-16T16:04:00.014+08:00

We'll always be together .

Sistarh ,
i saw your blog ! :)
Thanks for alw being there for me too .
you're alw there to stand by me and cheer me up .
yeah ,you're my bestest sister .
i love you sooooo much ! Haha .
i'm also starting to miss you alr .
Meet up real soon ,alright ? :(

Okay ,i'm now slowly getting over you .sorry i gave up our relationship as you've totally changed a lot .That time i'm seriously very tired .In short : you're not whom i used to know .i can feel that your heart is no longer w me .I even wonder perhaps we don't really love each other ,we're only used to having each other .Maybe i may be right .Don't you think so ? And thanks for those happy moments you've gave me in th past .Those memories will be kept deep down within my heart .Now i guess it's really time for us to forget each other and continue on w our life .
For those who have been giving me advices and cheering me up all along ,thanks a lot .Now i know in this world ,it is not just only you and me ..but there are still others who love and care about me .

Dad going back to China tmr :(
Have to prepare for tuition later ,bye .

Friends ..
if you want to contact me ,text me will do .Thnks .

2009-06-15T10:30:00.029+08:00

SUNDAY

Ahma's birthday !
My family & relatives gathered at a restaurant at Bedok ,
to celebrate my ahma birthday . :)
Had fun w my cousins .

On the way home ,
i purposely walked in front of my parents & took a pic of them .hee .
Haha ,both of them are so sweet .
when i took a pic of them ,
they laughed .
i want to see them smile every single day ..

it's going to be a very long post ,
you can choose not to read .

His expression ..
It really breaks my heart .
i wished i could do something to help ..

When my dad reached home on friday ,
he came in my room .
He talked to me v seriously ,
he said that ''daddy kao ni men le'' .
& he asked for my report book .

This 16yrs i think it's the first time he sees my report book .
i still rmb-ed that sad expression and the tone of his ,
when he talked to me that night .

This is th very first time in my 16yrs i saw my dad so depressed ,
& th way he talked to me .
When he said ''daddy will try my best to find another job to support you all ,
so you all must also work hard okay .'' i held back my tears .
later my mom came in & talked to me also .

My dad and mom have aged a lot .
They work so hard just to give my bros and me a good life .
They can't possibly support us for their whole life ,
we ought to grow up and think of our future .
Mom ,bros and me kept on persuading my dad to find job in Singapore ,
he still insist of going overseas for job interview as the pay might be higher .
he should be retired at this age alr ,
but he still have to work ..

All they wanted is for us to study hard .
It's just so simple ,but yet i couldn't do it .
oh i'm such a failure .
with th grades i have now ,
not to say tourism course ..i can't even get into poly .

Most probably we're going to move house soon .
& i'm quitting math tuition end of this month .
i'm on my own alr .
Dad ,mom i will do my very best .i promise .

SATURDAY

Pink & Grey perfect match ;)

Saturday ! Finally went out w weisan.SISTARH .
We trained to Doubt ghout & went there to find Cathay .
we din't know where is it ,
so in the end we went ard asking people for direction .Haha .

Ate our so-called lunch before th movie started .
I've got 2free movie tickets &
we watched th movie : Ghost of girlfriends past .
i'll rate it 4/5 .Must watch !
okay ,we're like some idiots never go to the Grand Cathay before .
when we went in th theater we were like ''WOAH ! ''.Haha .
i liked th place mans ,it's nice . :))

After watching movie ,
we went to marina square for window-shopping .
then we trained back to Tampines .

We're bored ,so we took a lot photos .
i did some stupid faces & weisan was there laughing non-stop .
Haha .i've done a good thing by making her laugh !
Right ,sistarh ? :)
Headed to cs & went back home ard 10pm .

Thanks sister ,
i had a lot fun going out w you !
i never had so much fun since this year .
don't be sad alright ,
guys are all th same .
they cannot be trusted .
i'll alw be there for you !
Meet up soon ,
love you sis ! :)

Sorry sister ,i din't manage to upload all th pics .

we saw it at cathay !

The grand cathay .

2009-06-09T18:01:00.005+08:00

My dear room .

Went to school today for study prog again .
after school ,headed to caltex w amanda ,cynthia ,joey & waikin .
then ard 3plus we went home .

Dad messaged me & my bros today .
He will be coming back to Singapore on this sat . :)))
yay ,there will be another person to at nag me .

i don't know why i miss my parents' nagging .Haha ,i must be insane .
My mom alw come home from work and she's v tired alr .
she came back th first thing she did is cook our dinner ,
do chores then it's time to sleep alr .
& my dad is alw overseas working .
so i seldom get to communicate w them . :(
If only both of them don't have to work ..
but it's impossible one la .haha .

Omg ,my daddy coming back this sat !!!
ahhhh ,i'm sooo happy . lols ,haha .

Bye ,off to watch tv now .

Sistarh ,
meet up soon !
We shall one day go out for th whole day !
must go out play & enjoy ourselves alright .
Lets vent all our troubles and frustrations out ! Haha .

ohh ,i miss you a lot a lot . :(((

2009-06-04T14:11:00.008+08:00

A lot things happened this few days ..
God , please let things get better .

The only thing i can do now is to study hard .
i feel so useless .
I want things to go back to how it was like before..

2009-06-03T17:43:00.016+08:00

Thanks friends ,for your concern yeah .
it's great to have such a bunch of friends like you all !
i'm really alright alr . (:

Hmm ,i think i gonna fail my MT 'O' level papers . ):

It just happened so sudden .
Guess i'll have to save money ,
& stop spending so much money on shopping .
I will have to scrimp and save money from my pocket money ,
if i want to buy things for myself .

If only 'O' level can end faster ,
then i can find a job .
at least i can help my parents in some ways .
now 'O' level is coming ,
my mom won't allow me to work . ):

Oh Daddy ,
although we're not there w you ..
but we will alw be here for you when you need us . (:
you're my super daddy ! haha .
i miss your jokes & stories ..

I got to pull myself tgther & move on .
there's still much more things for me to do .
i can still live ,without you .
Thanks for everything .

anw,

Happy 19th Birthday !
Yiliang .
jiayou for your NS alright .
hope we still can remain as friends .
wish you all the best . (:

This post is especially for my beloved sister ,weisan .

We're together as one ,now and forever .

Sister ,please cheer up alright .
i know you're v sad now .
If you have time must msg me ,i call you okay ?
i'm really v worried for you mans .
Make sure you must continue study hard hor .
i'm sure your grandfather will want to see you study hard ,
and he won't want to see you sad .
So do me and your friends .We want to see you as happy as before .
Hmm ,at least you know that he dotes on you a lot right ? (:
Weisan ,please remember i'll alw be there for you .
look on th bright side ,things will be better .
If you need a shoulder to lean on ,i'll lend you mine .hee .
Alw rmb there's still a lot people that care for you okay .
So you must be strong & move on !
Love you lots ! (:

2009-05-30T16:18:00.013+08:00

Breakdown
Din't have the mood to study ,so i use th computer .

i can't continue on like this ,
my 0-lvls is coming & i need to concentrate on my studies .
Thanks bros for yesterday ,
i know you all are concern about me .

i thought our relationship will last this time round .
but it seems that i am wrong .

we've drifted apart .
what exactly happened to our relationship ?

i know we seldom have time for one another except for saturdays ,sundays .
we just didn't meet for ard 1week plus ,
and your character & attitude have totally changed .
you weren't like this in th past .

I can feel that you're sick & tired of me alr .
i can tell from th way you treat me .
you don't even care about me .
what am i to you now ?
you only contact me as and when you like ,
what you take me for ?
you're tired of me ,& will dumped me sooner or later right?
you once told me all guys are like that .

yeah ,stead w me v diu your lian .
somemore you're not joking when you said that infront of my face .
sorry that i'm not pretty like other girls .
you deserve a better girl than me .

if you're tired of me or what ,
you can just tell me straight .
don't make me look like a fool ,
waiting for your msg & calls everyday .
i'm seriously v tired of this relationship .

so what if i know you for almost 2yrs ,
now then i realized that i don't even understand you at all .
you've changed a lot .

your actions ,your words hurts me a lot .

even if i met w an accident or what ,
i don't think you will even care .
lets end this r/s then .

guys ,none of them are trustworthy .

2009-05-17T11:37:00.003+08:00

Neglected , mistrust .

2009-02-01T19:16:00.008+08:00

Hmm ,family gathering today .
relatives came to my house !
had a long chat w cousin today ,
it's been so long since we cousins talk tgther alr . :}

Now they're gone ,
have to start cleaning th house .Haha .

There's school tmr ,
need to chiong hwks later . :(
bye ,peeps !

:Going to give my room a make-over !
Hahaha ! :D

2008-12-28T13:59:00.012+08:00

SENTOSA

yesterday !

everyone woke up at 7am , take turns to bathe .
Ard 8plus walked to th bustop .
we forgotten to take umbrella ,
i had to run back and take umbrella .
luckily th bus dint came yet . ;)
bussed to pasir ris inter ,
and trained to habourfront .
walked to Vivo city , ate lunch there .
bought 10 adults & 2 children tickets ,
and it costs a bomb !
Took Sentosa express .
th first attractions we went is Image of Singapore ,
Tiger sky tower ,Sentosa 4D magix ,underwater world ,
followed by CABLE CAR !
we waited for Sentosa 4D magix for almost an hour plus luhs ! D:
trained to beach station .
then headed to palawan beach ,
ate dinner at Koufu food court .
i only drank a cup of hot milo ,
cause i had stomache .):
accompany Grandpa ,grandma & mom to th merlion ,
while th rest of them went to underwater world .
grandma and mom went to toilet ,
left me & grandpa .
guys are fucking idiots !
all they do is ask ppl for number ,
none of them are trustworthy .
a few tram passed by , but all of them are full .
after waiting for abt 30mins ,
we managed to get on .
trained to imbiah station .
waited for them at th merlion there ,
until i fall asleep la .haha .
They came at 9plus , th escalator closed alr .
we had to climb 4 escalator !
super tired .
Took cable car at 10plus .
Grandpa ,grandma ,aunty ,babycousin & mom cabbed home .
we trained back to simei ,
& bussed back home !
reach home at 11.50pm .
such a tiring day ! ;D

Uploaded some photos !

cousins !

Image of s'pore !

Me & elderbro !

I'm looking at you !

My bro scared of him ! Haha .

Me and elderbro !

Me and littlebro !

Bargain ! Haha .

Hehheh ,he dont knw i'm looking at th book !

Hmm ,she's a human . :)

Uncle ,aunty and babycousin !

Sky tower !

2008-12-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

I was th last to wake up today ,haha .
yesterday night came back super tired ,
we went to changi village there for dinner .
i forgotten to blog about this in th previous post . ;)
Then i bathe ,changed & went out w uncle ,aunty & babycousin !
took bus5 to pasir ris inter ,
met shikin on bus .
Ate lunch at kopitiam .
Went shopping for baby's clothes ,
while waiting for my another aunty & bro .
Meet up w them & we trained to bugis .
They wanted to go shopping so we brought them to bugis street .
saw sheikah and weijie there .
after all th shopping ,
i bought tshirt & accessories for myself .
Then we headed to BHG in th shopping mall .
uncle & bro bought clothes for themselves .
ard 7plus trained back to simei .
while waiting for bus ,
a staff from starbucks serve everyone a small cup of coffee at th bustop .
th staff gave us a cup too .haha .
reach home ard9pm .
gonna sleep early ,
tmr morning we'll be going Sentosa ! :D
need to save my energy for tmr . ;)
woohoo ! haha .

Good night !

2008-12-25T23:56:00.011+08:00

8am woke up ,bathe & headed to Paya Lebar Methodist Church .
Attended service until 11plus .
service ended ,took bus to paya lebar MRT station .
trained to simei , and went to th pet safari .
we ran out of tortoise food ,
so we bought another bottle . :)
waited for Bus5 , and bussed back home !
Actually planned to go out watch movie ,
but in th end i went swimming instead .
Ard 2plus ,me and cousins changed to our swimming costumes .
and ran to th swimming pool .
My babycousin super cute mans ,haha !
Swim ,Swim ,Swim ..
5pm came up & went to shower !

Here are some photos taken by my littlebro ! :)

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2008-12-24T23:17:00.016+08:00

Ard 11plus waken up by th sound of th TV . -.-

watched tv all way until 4plus .

Bathe & went downstairs to th function room .
had to decorate th room ,a bit .

Relatives came to celebrate Christmas ,
even relatives from KL also came today .
Ate buffet ,cakes ,play firecrackers
& received Christmas presents !
IT'S THE SEASON OF GIVING ! :D
After they left ,packed th stuffs & blahblahblah .
my littlecousin fell into th fish pond just nw !
luckily it's not very deep la ,haha .
Going to sleep early tonight ,
tmr morning need to attend Church .
Good night ,peeps ! :D

Photos ,uploaded !

YESTERDAY

Emu & Ostrich's egg !

Stayed at home .
Parents went to China & bought things for me :)
And they brought back Emu & Ostrich's egg !
Damn cool la ! haha .
attended guitar lesson in th evening .
meet parents & bro at NTUC ,
then we cabbed home .
Grandpa ,uncles ,aunties & cousins came alr !
Fourteen of us had problem sleeping ,haha .
I slept in th living room on th sofa ,
as i'm used to it alr .
it's going to be a big day tmr !